memories...v1

Bday atuk and nenek

We had kenduri doa selamat and also celebrating my grand parents bday... huhuhu... no pics of 'em cause did'nt bring my camera....what a tiring weekend. My mom's house was full that night and thanx to everybody ...

alhamdullillah....semuanya berjalan dengan lancar and i got one bottle of of air yasin (nak bagi my kids .....)

This is my family photo during Anuar's wed day. Harith was so ill mase tue that's why muka semacam...Hakimi.. as usual , was not easy to snap his photo... hakimi, my mother in law cakap I shouldnt carry him coz dia dah besar...yeah, she's right...

Actually, I am so bored today......

NEZA......

Neza's msg me....

Kak, tahniah dpt smbg phd. Doakan sy jg. Skrng tgh usaha kersa nak imbang'n masa antara kerja, akademik n rumahtangga. Tabik kak zura :-)
p/s: Semua yg tgk gmbr kahwin kt k.zura n a.firdaus sweet couple n mrk x pcy kak ada anak 3. mrk kt bdn cantik lg :-) sy tumpang bangga ha ha

My reply to her ...

Salam Neza, huhu kembang semcam dah ni. Anyway, this is my advice, it's all abt mindset, once it has been set, impossible is achievable. What you need is perseverance.. even my self sometimes slipped away ;). I believe yr destiny is just beside u. U r great, babe!

Hahhaha..... as people sees me as excellent achiever.. alhamdullillah ...
What say U? is that so... ? My self is not strong neither........

LOVE ALWIZZ

This is me with my dearest hunny..... This pic was taken mase makan2 for my promotion to entah lupa .. coz banyak sangat promotion I've got during my tenure in Digi...huhuhuhu....

Nampak kurus lah my hubby masa nie... sekarang dah bulat cket.... how fat or big pun still loving2 U , of course...

Huhuhuhu.. I am adding old old photo.. this is me 3/4 years back... (sekarang macam nampak tua cket). Hmmm... I am feeling great today and happy... Happy is important to be persevere... hehheee....

Dinner kat KLCC

another comment from by dg friend...

My personal advised, pls stay with U-Mobile. Saya dengar tempat sakti tu is not really good place for you to develop ur carrier. Takut nanti menyesal. Susah nak patah balik.

This comment is from one of my good friend in Digi, Bahar ..... should I go, or I shouldn't go... hmmmm... I really need to analyze my self and my future here.. huhuhu..

comment from my dg friend.....

-> tak payah laa pegi join Sakti

Pasaaai apaaa

-> offer gaji lebih sikit sangat
-> tak berbaloi kalau kontrak
-> EPF sendili mau bayar
-> kalau kira balik mungkin rugi
-> stablility .. saya pun was-was gitu

Jangan cakap saya racun pulak, itu my opinion .... sendiri kena buat decision laaa

Project setup common database tu baguih .. tapi make sure -> simple enuff, kalau user nak complicated sgt - kadang2 tu over2 .... kitaaa dah kenaaa ....



opppss betui jugak.....(this is from one of my good friend in DG, Sanusi [great PM, really.. :)]

SO COOL....!

Just finished my discussion with David, my team Senior Manager. Seems he just can't let me go from this company...

He proposed a plan..... and GOSH ...the proposed plan is just irresistable and I very much love the idea. He is in midst of proposing to the management to set up a team for a common database (heavy focus to improve the work and process for the team operation excellence...) Sound COOL huh... and wait... he wanted me to heading the team. Ouchh... pretty like it... what say U?

I should give the confirmation by next Monday. Am I in...am I out... Am I in... am I out.....???

I really love my blog..... cum my e- diary. Huhuhuu....

RUN TO YOU

I know that when you look at me There's so much that you just don't see But if you would only take the time I know in my heart you'd find A girl who's scared sometimes Who isn't always strong Can't you see the hurt in me? I feel so all alone I wanna run to you (oooh) I wanna run to you (oooh) Won't you hold me in your arms And keep me safe from harm I wanna run to you (oooh) But if I come to you (oooh) Tell me, will you stay or will you run away Each day, each day I play the role Of someone always in control But at night I come home and turn the key There's nobody there, no one cares for me What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams Without someone to share it with Tell me what does it mean? (chorus) I need you here I need you here to wipe away my tears To kiss away my fears If you only knew how much...


alwizz love this song.. MUUAAHH..specially dedicated to my hubby...

DESTINY..???

Suddenly, I just got the 'seruan' to create my own blog. Hahhahaha... this girl actually really dunno how to write in artistic manner (ooppsss). I am very straight forward person (but sweet huhuhu) and moving forward, I'll make this blog as my daily diary. Hihikkhi... ikut peredaran zaman lah kan...

I am quite sensitive nowadays, I really dunno what the h*ll is happening to my self. Way back since I've resigned from my previous company. Wanna new life katanya... hahhhaaa... I am taking it positively .. pretty like it, I supposed. However, I am so lonely... bak kata orang berkelana seorang diri.. It is all about my self.. no more car pool with my lovely hubby (really missed it hunny!), no friends... what else.. tiring... , no more mengesup ekor ngan kengkawan, pi minum teh...and the list go on and on....

I used to be a smart and with positive mindset (hahha... angkat bakul sendiri plak). Now, all seems been carried away with my emotions. I have resigned from my new job (again...within only 3 months tenure, ooppsss) to join another company within the same industry. And as expected, everybody was shocked. Reasons 1. Ikut Bro Hussin - nak ada kawan lah katakan 2. High pay 3. Something new from what I've doing all these while

I really dunno what will happened in the new company and am changing my job scope to my unspecialiazed skill with high pay!( giler ape...??)

What am I heading to..??? Career, my PhD (which I just enrolled early July 2008), family.... heahhh..People see from outside, happy and excellent receiver! Is that real, huh! Ok.. think positively ... There will be a light behind the tunnel (ayat penyedap rasa.. hahhahhaaa..)
But, frankly speaking, I really dunno what will happened next..

What a great life, isnt it?

I have a great LIFE! With my lovely husband (love U so much babe!), my growing up kids, my beloved parents and family, having a good job and pay (heah.. I supposed)and what else... Thanx to the Almighty for what am having right now. Alhamdullillah.

It seems that all my touch is just a miracle and god really 'berkati" all my effort and actions (with the support of my dearest hubby..huhuhu)

ONE MOMENT IN TIME

Each day I liveI want to be a day to give the best of meI'm only one, but not aloneMy finest day is yet unknownI broke my heart for every gainTo taste the sweet, I faced the painI rise and fall,Yet through it all this much remainsI want one moment in timeWhen I'm more than I thought I could beWhen all of my dreamsAre a heart beat awayAnd the answers are all up to meGive me one moment in timeWhen I'm racing with destinyThen in that one moment of timeI will feel, I will feel eternityI've lived to be the very bestI want it all, no time for lessI've laid the plansNow lay the chance here in my handsGive me one moment in timeWhen I'm more than I thought I could beWhen all of my dreamsAre a heart beat awayAnd the answers are all up to meGive me one moment in timeWhen I'm racing with destinyThen in that one moment of timeI will feel, I will feel eternityYou're a winner for a lifetimeIf you seize that one moment in timeMake it shineGive me one moment in timeWhen I'm more than I thought I could beWhen all of my dreamsAre a heart beat awayAnd the answers are all up to meGive me one moment in timeWhen I'm racing with destinyThen in that one moment of timeI will be, I will be, I will be freeI will be, I will be free