Lately, i have so many things in my head.... things to take action, many things and issues that distract ed my focus and etc. Seen many types of people and that's for me to 'muhasabah' myself. May Allah keep me away from those bad behavior and give me the good one. Me not so good either (that's why I need the good one to come over me..hehehe) The best part, I've been cheated by ... jeng3..... hahaha... doesn't matter. Luckily this lady (its me) is extremely cool and will not fight against anyone. Though i really disappointed but no, i will not take any revenge toward her (of course) and just let Allah. I pray Allah bless her and and the entire family.
Currently, I'm reading a book titled Do Not be Sad (courtesy from Azim, my PhD colleague - may Allah bless him and his family). I really like the book esp on the page 72- 73. . Its the recommended supplication from the slave to the God. Actual fact, I'm always recite those but in Malay. May I share it in here.
There is none worthy of worship except Allah, the Ever For being, the Most Great. There is non worthy of worship except Allah, the Lord of the Tremendous Throne. There is none worthy of worship except Allah, the Lord of the Heavens, the Lord of the earth, and the Lord of the Noble Throne. O' Ever Living, and O' One Who sustains and protects all that exists. There is none worthy of worship except You, and by Your mercy do we seek Your aid.
O' Allah, Your mercy do I hope for, so do not leave me to my self, not even for the blinking of an eye. And make well for me all of my affairs. There is non worthy of worship except You".
I seek forgiveness from Allah; none is worthy of worship except Him. he is the Ever- Living and the One who sustains and protects all that exists. And I turn to Him in repentance.
There is no none worthy of worship except You and how perfect you are; verily, I was among the wrongdoers.
O' Allah, verily I am your slave, the son of Your slaves; my forelock is in Your hand, your order concerning me will be executed and just is Your judgement upon me. I ask You by all of Your book, have taught to one of Your creation, or is in Your knowledge only (from the matters of the unseen)- make the Qur'an the spring of my heart, the light of my chest, the remover of my sadness, and the purger of my anxiety.
O' Allah, I seek refuge in you from anxiety and grief, from inability and laziness, from avarice and cowardice, from being engrossed by debt, and from being overpowered by men.
Allah (Alone) is sufficient for us, and He is the best Disposer of affairs (for us).
Amin...
